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Thursday, August 11, 2005
Chapter Three



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  - The Third -
 
            One last check as we walk to the main building of the school...

      • Hair -  messy with green highlights...
      • Eyes - green eyeliner, black eyeshadow
      • Lips - slightly pink from my yummy Skittle lip balm
      • Shirt - from my favorite thrift store, loose and looks a bit dirty..
      • Pants - dark greenish-brown cargos, with some rips at the side *accidentally on purpose* and of course, my trusty black stud belt..
      • Shoes - beat up black chucks with dark gray laces
      • Bag - slung over my shoulders with it's strap very low, full of doodles and pins.. and some rips (not my fault)  
     okay. Everything seems pretty normal, maybe even better actually. But then again, this isn't the usual outfit the average American teenager would wear.

"Will you stop fussing over yourself already? You're acting like a goddam prep!" Dave said looking agitated. 

   Obviously he had been watching me fix my outfit and smoothe down my hair. That's my brother for you.

  As we entered the hall, we attracted many eyes and a few whispers and suddenly, I felt my neck warm up. I thought I would find more diversity here, but everyone seemed to have come straight out of one of those teen bubble-gummy magazines.

"Okay Jen, let's look for the principals office." Interrupted Dave, as he grabbed my arm lightly.

"Ok, you can go ahead, I'll follow behind.." I replied.

   David walked ahead in search for the office, continually checking if I was still walking behind, even if I was only a few steps away. Sometimes I love my brother, sometimes I completely hate him. But today I was grateful he was so protective.

 "OHMIGOD KRISTY! Like, WHAT is she WEARING?" A high-pitched voice interjected my thoughts from behind.

"Obviously TRASH. Look at those jeans! They like, came straight out of a garbage. I like, swear." Another voice, most probably that Kristy character replied.
  I knew they were talking about me, but I continued to stare at the marble floors, adjusting my black plastic glasses from time to time. 'Be cool...'

"Is she like, new or something?"

"I don't care. She's such a freak."

"Yeah."

   Since I had nothing better to do, I began complaining to my ever-so-interesting mind. 'This REALLY sucks. Why am I here! Things were so much better back at home. And why won't these bimbos stop following me?! It doesn't help that they keep criticizing me so LOUDLY. Where the hell is that principal's office?! Damn. I knew I should've brought my m&m's... Now I--
CRASH.

"Whoops, sorry loser!" A tall muscular guy passed by and almost knocked me off my feet, but he did manage to crash into me hard enough to knock my books to the floor and leave a sharp pain on my shoulder.

   I picked up my books cautiously, you know.. just in case one of those cliche ass-wipe jocks try to pull another stunt off. Meanwhile, those gossip-hungry bimbos continued talking.
I could see them out of the corner of my eye. The tallest one with long, smooth blonde hair opened her powder compact thing as she spoke to her friends.

"So anyway, you should have been at the party last weekend. That band thing played and I wasn't really like, LISTENING to what they were playing.. whatever. But anyway, the guy with the guitar thing was like, so hot."

The other three nodded their heads in agreement. 'How pathetic is this?' I thought. I will never be able to understand how the world can take music for granted. But then again, that's just me, and I'm kinda weird.. well to other people at least. But still-

"Okay sis, it's back there, but we missed a turn, you see this guy said it was-" Dave had walked back to me but he was interrupted.

   I was fully aware that my brother Dave was good-looking since he got a respectable amount of attention from girls at our old school, but I was really disappointed at the fact that the first girls to harrass him were the 4 bimbos who kept making fun of me.

"Hi, Are you new? I'm Veronica Hensley. Do you like, need any help?" The tall blonde -- I mean, Veronica (toot!) said as she flashed her perfectly straight pearly whites at Dave, obviously trying to look like an innocent, sweet girl-next-door like in the movies. Pathetic.

"Oh. umm, I'm David (notice how he gives his full name -- Dave's only for real friends. and sisters. I mean, sister.) and this is my sister Jenna."

They glance at me for about half a second and start staring at my brother again.

"Uh, we just moved here from Washington. And um, we were just going to the Principal's office for our schedules." He continued.

"Oh. That's so cool!!" Veronica whatsherstupidface replied, pearly whites still blindingly failing to disappear. The cronies just giggled along. Whatever. Preps.

"HI! I'm umm, I'm Kristy Carmichael!!!" Slave number 1 with long brown high-lighted hair said in the midst of a somewhat awkward silence.

   As if on que, the other cronies took the opportunity to introduce themselves as well. Courtney Eastridge happens to be the least attractive of their not-so-ugly selves.. and the stupidest. She just seems to strike me as the reason why blonde jokes were made in the first place. And then there was Stacie Evans. The most voluptuous bimbo I've ever seen. And probably the sluttiest. But out of the 4, Veronica Hensley was no doubt, the life-sized barbie doll everyone wanted to be. Even I have to admit that I've never seen anyone more attractive. She was Exotic.. Gorgeous.. Elegant. I know what you're thinking and I am NOT a lesbian. Or a bisexual. Just to clarify. Heh.

Either way they pretty much looked the same from afar, because they were all wearing mini-skirts and tank tops, only different colors. Like I said, straight out of a mag.

We stood there for about a thousand more eternities (if there's such a thing).. in silence, which made it all the more awkward.

God, please tell me my life will get better.

And to my surprise, it sorta did.

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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Chapter the Second


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- Chapter 2 -


 'Bbbuuuuuuzzzzzzzzzz!!!!'

    I roll over to the other side of my bed and reach out to de-activate my alarm clock. I stare at my ceiling for a moment, absorbing the recent events, trying to wake myself up more.

Billie Joe, Tre and Mike from the band Green Day greet me in a lot of different directions. On the left side are more posters of Incubus, The Ramones, The Clash & so many other bands I absolutely adore.

   But the kind of music I really love listening to are those by the underground bands. The independent bands. The bands that don't care about making it big, they only care about the Music; which is the reason why they're in a band in the first place. I've noticed that so many bands I used to like are suddenly conforming to the demands of today's society, after years and years of going against it. It's sad to watch really.

   I heaved a sigh and was about to start mourning for today's generation until a sudden thought, rather, a sudden person came into my mind. Johhny has a band.. and with mild suprise, I found that I smiled to myself immediately.

   Johnny and I have kept in touch the whole summer, online of course. We both have SO much in common.. It's slightly scary you know? I mean, how often do you find someone who loves all the things you do too? Suprisingly enough, we have never ran out of things to talk about yet. There's something about er... the way he types (?) lol. I'm not making sense. I mean, there's something about him.. It makes me want to reveal to him all my secrets.. all my fears and insecurities. I don't understand why, I really don't, but I just feel like he'd understand. I bet I know what you're thinking. Am I, Jenna the angsty artist hiding everything from the world, falling in love with Johnny a.k.a j_greene? Maybe. I don't know. I think about him a lot and all, but I'm just not .. THERE yet. I'm not stupid you know. I mean, how far can an relationship online go? Not so far, from what I've been told. If I was with a guy who was that.. cool and awesome and all, I'd probably kill myself from being so physically far from him. Even if we do live in the same state. At least I can just engage in a really great, two-way conversation plainly for our entertainment.

   Today is the first day of school here in San Francisco. I moved here from Washington and I will be going to this school called Westmount High. It's weird, believe me, I KNOW. Ok, stop. Let's not badmouth the school before we even set foot in it. Let's give it a chance. Okay, breathe. I'll be fine. I mean I'm sure I'll be able to find "my" kind of people. I did in my old school. Oh man.. I miss them already. Okay stop! Now is not the time to get teary! You're putting your eye liner! Okay, that's better. Where was I? Oh yeah, left eye. Just a bit more green-

"JENNA! Get your ass down here!!!!"

"I'M COMING! Jeez!!!"

I rush down only to crash into my brother, who's going to be a junior this year. No time for breakfast I suppose? That bacon smells really good...

"And don't even THINK about grabbing some breakfast!! If we don't leave now we'll be late!!"

Well so much for breakfast. Hmph.

"I got you a granola bar though, it's in my pocket."

 I look down and check my brother's pants. Which pocket? There are about a million pockets and zippers on his very low-waisted olive green cargo pants. At least I know he's on my side of the border, I LOVE his clothes. He almost makes me wish I was a man instead. lol. 

"Aww, thanks Dave. Let's go! We're gonna be late remember? BYE MOM!!"

Dave just rolled his eyes, grabbed the car keys, mumbled a goodbye to his mom and followed Jenna into their car.

 Breathe! This is gonna be fine. Johnny said everything would fall into place. Oh god, he better be right. I continued to comfort myself up until we parked into my NEW school's parking lot.

"C'mon Jenna, let's get this over with."

 Okay.. this is it. I walked up the steps full of hope and self-esteem, which were only going to be crushed once I entered the school.

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Monday, August 08, 2005
Chapter the First


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  - Chapter One -


        butterfly_chick : hey j_greene, asl?

        j_greene : 17/m/usa

butterfly_chick : omg! dats so cool! im 14/f/usa

butterfly_chick : do u hav a cam?

j_greene : um, yes but I'm not interested, sorry.

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I sit myself in my comfy computer chair and log on to my usual chatroom, LetsRockToday and wait until it loads...

"Welcome to LetsRockToday, where everyone is stickin' it to the man. Please observe proper chatroom etiquette, and remember; Rock 'n' Roll will Save Your Soul!! Rock on!"

'Took long enough' I told myself as I the applet opened and I chose my favorite font color: GREEN while checking what was going on in the main screen.

*jennas_red_wagon entered the chatroom*

Butterfly_chick : j_greene!! please?? i promise i'm hot! and i bot new lip gloss!

j_greene : butterfly, please find someone else to watch you and your lip gloss.

butterfly_chick : u jerk! how can u tok to a woman like that!!!!!

jennas_red_wagon : I don't mean to interfere with your conversation
butterfly_chick, but j_greene said to leave him alone and that I think you should do.

j_greene : thank you jenna. I really appreciate that.

jennas_red_wagon : your welcome j_greene, just doing my part to save the universe.

j_greene : haha. awesome.

butterfly_chick : greeny!! did you 4get me!!! we wer toking remember! before that stupid wagon girl interrupted!! omg! tok about rude!

j_greene : oh. were we?

jennas_red_wagon : lol

butterfly_chick : yah! omg ok! so lyk, wat do u wanna tok about?

j_greene : beats me.

butterfly_chick : um. u sure u dont wanna see my cam?

- private message from j_greene -

*j_greene : is it always like this here? she won't stop bugging me!

*jennas_red_wagon : my friend, this is only the beginning. Is this really your first time here?

*j_greene : yeah it is. I heard from my cousin that this was a cool chatroom..

*jennas_red_wagon : well it is. ;)

*j_greene : and how can you prove that?

*jennas_red_wagon : well for a start, you can hook up with bimbos like butterfly_chick anytime, anywhere, isn't that one of the joys of being a teenage guy with raging hormones?

*j_greene : hey! i could be a nerdy girl for all you know!!

*jennas_red_wagon : yeah. right. lol.

*j_greene : lol.

*j_greene : i'm surprised you haven't asked for my asl yet you know. after all, I am a teenage guy who just happens to be ridiculously good-looking as well. ;)

*jennas_red_wagon : spare me please. :P

*j_greene : alright, i'll spare you the extra effort in typing. Name's Johnny, 17/m/usa. and you?

*jennas_red_wagon : you're nuts, you know that? alright then. "Name's Jenna. 16/f/usa." happy?

*j_greene : absolutely.

Meanwhile, in the main screen....

butterfly_chick : J_GREENE?!!!!!!!!!!!1

butterfly_chick : HELLOOOOOOOOOO!!! omg, lyk... appear again!!!

butterfly_chick : Wer'd u go!!!

butterfly_chick : come back pls!!!!!

butterfly_chick : wer is evry1 neway???

butterfly_chick : helllooo????
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